Too much to do!! AAAARGHHHH!!!

I have been off from here for far too long! And now have too much to get on with on here and other things……..


So, What to do… Well, will fill in the gaps for the last goodness knows how long!
Flower and myself have been getting on really well… Too well! And we have finally arranged to meet up! YAAY!! wellll…
I would love to meet her! But… I am afraid that I will start to actually want something more from the friendship… If the friendship doesn’t go any further anyway   Which wouldn’t be a bad idea really! But… being my first time and finding that she recently split from her former GF, Wouldn’t fancy being her rebound. Or find that I really do like her and she was after fun!
Dilemma!!! I just seem to read too much into things when All I want is to have fun and not get hurt doing it… Right, off to do more STUFF!! bye for now…

Flying visit! HEE HEEE!!

Working It Out!

So for the past how many days now… I have been trying to work out more.. Feel like I’m getting a bit of a podge on me! LOL
Flower CERTAINLY doesn’t think so! But she wouldn’t think that as been as she is fixated with my chest and hips most of the time the web cam is on! Hee Hee!! Don’t blame her… I cant keep my eyes off her perked, plump, juicy loving lumps.. Now I just want to drool!
Well the past few days have been quite boring… Great dreams, Latest of Late nights, Too early earlies, restless yet rested… Very Odd really. Last time I felt like this was when I met……

Oh.. NO!!! sorry I should explain.
This feeling I am experiencing right now… I was exactly the same when I met a ‘former’ boyfriend few years back.. He also broke my heart as well! We were… well, I, was so in love back then, and went through the same things as I am now.. But I can’t be falling in love! I have never been with a woman, and she is the first I have ever wanted in that way before! So why am I feeling soo……
Loved UP!??

All I can say is.. Thank – God for my blog! I hadn’t even thought properly about it till just now… think writing it all down and actually seeing it all laid out really makes you read your life properly and maybe even take proper actions to sort something out, E.G. This Falling In Love! YIKES!!!!!!
Still hot though!!

Found a Great Place!

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I do like the way that my friend was able to make her very own banner from this site. And the girl I thought was HOT!! hee hee!!!

Sorry to say but my chats with Flower have been very rude as time has gone on! We have been on cam a few times now and have had as well! I know but she is soo hot!! And she wants to meet up! Now all I can say is… well, YES! Was in the heat of the moment really.. And with that and then asking for me to do untold things to myself… How could I resist!? She also had seen on my profile a picture what was linked to affiliate system on that same website as the banner… Where I earn from someone clicking the picture linked, making a purchase and I earn 10% commissions! EASY!! Also have been given a unique code to give to friends to save as well. See what you can get from being friends with someone who owns their own Lingerie/Adult Toy shop. Anyway, wondering!
Flower seen the picture and i told her about it.. so she had a look and liked some of the toys that were on offer… and that just seemed to get her hot all over again! WOW she can get going by just looking at a woman! Let alone thinking about one! LOL

That just started me off as well…. So have a guess what might have gone on..? Catch22 Popped up on Ro2 and started to try and PM me! REALLY should have logged off that! So a guy ends up spoiling things as usual!
So told Flower to hang on for a few mins as going to get rid of him and get off the site.
He was trying to apologise for not chatting as much as before, he had some issues at home to deal with… well I thought I was one of those issues but obviously NOT! So told him I was meeting someone else and wasn’t interested in him anymore… That it was true love at first sight! Well, the true love at first sight wasn’t exactly true… but it was to fob him off! If I was to say it was a woman, it would only make him want to hound me more and join in! So wasn’t having that!

So he was gutted and soon left me. So closed the site down and got back to Flower! By this time we were both not in the mood as a guy ruined it! MEN!!! Always there to ruin the mood! LOL Now I really do sound like a Lesbian! hee hee!!!
So we just chatted afterwards.. She was still hung up on her Ex GF.. Now she had broke up with her a few days ago and was wanting to just have some fun! And it happen to be with me of all people! A virgin! LOL But it is fun and totally up for that! Just trying to say the right things and be there is all I can do really… I just don’t want to find out that I end up falling for her and she falls fro me as a Rebound.. not a great way to start a relationship really! hee hee

Smiling she just thanks me fro the support and doesn’t want to me to be a rebound as she really likes me.. Now I start to peddle backwards! I just say that I can be a rebound if she wishes… cos we wasn’t getting into a relationship… being my first time and all I wouldn’t fancy being with her and finding myself going with guys as well! Bi Sexual is one thing but being in a lesbian relationship but still after cock is not a nice feeling to be worrying about!

She just laughed at me and we said our good byes. So thought of better getting on here and updating my blog.. It has been a few days and have been meaning to get on here but really been enjoying myself to even be bothered to write anything! Sorry fro that! But now you have got the low down on what has been going on…

Fun or what!?

Weekend YAAAY!!

So now it is the weekend! And I have been getting on REALLY well with Flower… Catch22 has been on n off this week but really..? Not interested to be honest. Do think it is cos he is just sooo boring! LOL Asking me the same things over and over..
“What have you done today?”
“What are your plans today?”
“Fancy a chat privately with cam?”
Ugh!! Talk about sounding a little ‘desperate’! hee hee!

So now have been chatting with Flower now for a long while now… and very much enjoying it! We chat on Ro2 a lot.. very into that right now… and we are both earning quite a bit from there now   So have been really fun to get to know her! The gf she is struggling with… i have been trying to not give advice about it… un-biased about the situation.. So she ended it with her a few days ago… and now ex is accusing her of another woman! Not good at all.. Feel it is ME!! AHH!!
But now have made our very own toolbar so we can leave messages to each other and we can see if we are online instead of being on a certain site… if we wished to send secret messages we can do via our browser and still be on Ro2 earning.. Hee Hee
Have you tried my toolbar?
So if you fancy chatting as well… have a look..! free and safe to use.. lol Might even gain updates of my blog here!

Such A Mad One!!

I am sorry I was planning to get on here between Christmas and New Year… But had soo much going on!
So right.. From the top!

Flower and myself have been having some fun online recently.. Showing off our Christmas presents via webcam… Some had to be clothes as well… lmao!! Was really fun to get dressed off cam and parade around like models! She did mention that it was the ‘Mrs’ that got them for her. But wasn’t too sure about them. I thought she was daft as she looked VERY HOT in the leather skirt and tight white blouse she had on… Also apologised as she didn’t have a bra on being in her PJ’s at the time so they were very nice peeking through her top. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of them! So perky, hard nipples and tanned skin.. smooth and supple! Oh god!! I still think nice thoughts about it!!
Soo much fun! But haven’t heard from here for a few days… It is New Year so she will be with the ‘Mrs’ which from what she told me isn’t really that fun to play with… be with or enjoy things with. But what can you do…? You pick them so you suffer if it is wrong. All I can say… We all do it and have to learn from it and move on… If can do! LOL

Catch22 has been quite quiet lately… Holidays..? Or not interested anymore…? oh well! LOL I am having fun with Flower anyway! Maybe a little too much! Hee Heee!

New Year was at a friend’s house… helped with the music… which was quite bad till I got in there! LOL So sorted it out there, Food was flowing Drink was kicking around and everyone was enjoying the games, dancing and such before and way after new year come.  Found Strawbs… getting off with some random guy she found there! The quietest and timid person going and she was getting off with some random guy! LOL No more shots of Sambuca for her! LOL

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Sorry, I am still thinking of Flowers hot rack! Was soo hot then and getting going now… Do think a little fun is in order!