2nd Day In a Row!

_So have made it 2 days in a row of blogging!! YAAAAY!! Well...

I have been up wince 9am and got straight onto my website! LOL sorry but just really want to find that it makes something for me! That isn't selfish... is it!?
Really excited about it also, friend has her website and she seems to know what she is doing! So right now have been getting experience from her... So hoping it will help with my site too!! she says she hasn't made much from it but, it is early days so have to be patient.. I HATE THAT!!!

Still can't stop thinking about Flower... she really is the best thing to have bloomed from the chat room. Most fun I've ever had for a looong time! And missing it soo much!
Wonder if she feels the same. Like a limb has been cut off and just want to stick it back on to feel whol again....

What am I talking about!??! Sound Like I've just lost my true love! EEEEKK!!! I have never been with a woman before so NO idea is would enjoy it... let alone being in a relationship with a woman! But it really feels like I have lost the one love of my life! God shoot me now!!

Blog Denial

Have been denying this blog lately... And it very Wrong of me! Sorry all who read this!

Since my last blog which was ... WOW.. that long ago!?? Well...


Myself and Flower have cooled things down since our playing online... It was getting a bit too full on for my liking, she was starting to enjoy it as much as I was, but it really was too quick since she split from her ex gf... we both didn't want to find out that we started to fall for eachothe then find it wouldn't work out. So haven't chatted properly for a while now. Odd message or 2 but really has cooled off.
I had a look at something my friend was working on and wondered about opening my very own lil website..
TopGadge and Blog
Have a look and see what you think about the website, blog and such... Please follow and soon you will gain knowledge and updates on savoings, deals, discount codes and more!
As soon as I get to grips with the main supplier and maybe gain some customers... I will see about adding new items... Unsure what yet but when I have a look will soon let you know!

So hoping to soon gain some traffic for my website and maybe customers and loyal followers of the blog also. Ugh... feeling wuite off now for some reason... No idea why. sat here typing this out and my tummy feels like I've eaten something bad.. But haven't eaten in around 4hours... well, Think it is telling em I need to go to sleep... it is WAY past my bed time!!

Too much to do!! AAAARGHHHH!!!

I have been off from here for far too long! And now have too much to get on with on here and other things……..


So, What to do… Well, will fill in the gaps for the last goodness knows how long!
Flower and myself have been getting on really well… Too well! And we have finally arranged to meet up! YAAY!! wellll…
I would love to meet her! But… I am afraid that I will start to actually want something more from the friendship… If the friendship doesn’t go any further anyway   Which wouldn’t be a bad idea really! But… being my first time and finding that she recently split from her former GF, Wouldn’t fancy being her rebound. Or find that I really do like her and she was after fun!
Dilemma!!! I just seem to read too much into things when All I want is to have fun and not get hurt doing it… Right, off to do more STUFF!! bye for now…

Flying visit! HEE HEEE!!

Working It Out!

So for the past how many days now… I have been trying to work out more.. Feel like I’m getting a bit of a podge on me! LOL
Flower CERTAINLY doesn’t think so! But she wouldn’t think that as been as she is fixated with my chest and hips most of the time the web cam is on! Hee Hee!! Don’t blame her… I cant keep my eyes off her perked, plump, juicy loving lumps.. Now I just want to drool!
Well the past few days have been quite boring… Great dreams, Latest of Late nights, Too early earlies, restless yet rested… Very Odd really. Last time I felt like this was when I met……

Oh.. NO!!! sorry I should explain.
This feeling I am experiencing right now… I was exactly the same when I met a ‘former’ boyfriend few years back.. He also broke my heart as well! We were… well, I, was so in love back then, and went through the same things as I am now.. But I can’t be falling in love! I have never been with a woman, and she is the first I have ever wanted in that way before! So why am I feeling soo……
Loved UP!??

All I can say is.. Thank – God for my blog! I hadn’t even thought properly about it till just now… think writing it all down and actually seeing it all laid out really makes you read your life properly and maybe even take proper actions to sort something out, E.G. This Falling In Love! YIKES!!!!!!
Still hot though!!

Found a Great Place!

I have found a great little site from a Friend to advertise her website.

Copy this code to your website to display this banner!
<a href="http://www.saucy-undies.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i.imgur.com/jjVff.gif" alt="Create your own banner at mybannermaker.com!" border="0" /></a><br><a href="http://www.mybannermaker.com/">Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker.com!</a>

I do like the way that my friend was able to make her very own banner from this site. And the girl I thought was HOT!! hee hee!!!

Sorry to say but my chats with Flower have been very rude as time has gone on! We have been on cam a few times now and have had as well! I know but she is soo hot!! And she wants to meet up! Now all I can say is… well, YES! Was in the heat of the moment really.. And with that and then asking for me to do untold things to myself… How could I resist!? She also had seen on my profile a picture what was linked to affiliate system on that same website as the banner… Where I earn from someone clicking the picture linked, making a purchase and I earn 10% commissions! EASY!! Also have been given a unique code to give to friends to save as well. See what you can get from being friends with someone who owns their own Lingerie/Adult Toy shop. Anyway, wondering!
Flower seen the picture and i told her about it.. so she had a look and liked some of the toys that were on offer… and that just seemed to get her hot all over again! WOW she can get going by just looking at a woman! Let alone thinking about one! LOL

That just started me off as well…. So have a guess what might have gone on..? Catch22 Popped up on Ro2 and started to try and PM me! REALLY should have logged off that! So a guy ends up spoiling things as usual!
So told Flower to hang on for a few mins as going to get rid of him and get off the site.
He was trying to apologise for not chatting as much as before, he had some issues at home to deal with… well I thought I was one of those issues but obviously NOT! So told him I was meeting someone else and wasn’t interested in him anymore… That it was true love at first sight! Well, the true love at first sight wasn’t exactly true… but it was to fob him off! If I was to say it was a woman, it would only make him want to hound me more and join in! So wasn’t having that!

So he was gutted and soon left me. So closed the site down and got back to Flower! By this time we were both not in the mood as a guy ruined it! MEN!!! Always there to ruin the mood! LOL Now I really do sound like a Lesbian! hee hee!!!
So we just chatted afterwards.. She was still hung up on her Ex GF.. Now she had broke up with her a few days ago and was wanting to just have some fun! And it happen to be with me of all people! A virgin! LOL But it is fun and totally up for that! Just trying to say the right things and be there is all I can do really… I just don’t want to find out that I end up falling for her and she falls fro me as a Rebound.. not a great way to start a relationship really! hee hee

Smiling she just thanks me fro the support and doesn’t want to me to be a rebound as she really likes me.. Now I start to peddle backwards! I just say that I can be a rebound if she wishes… cos we wasn’t getting into a relationship… being my first time and all I wouldn’t fancy being with her and finding myself going with guys as well! Bi Sexual is one thing but being in a lesbian relationship but still after cock is not a nice feeling to be worrying about!

She just laughed at me and we said our good byes. So thought of better getting on here and updating my blog.. It has been a few days and have been meaning to get on here but really been enjoying myself to even be bothered to write anything! Sorry fro that! But now you have got the low down on what has been going on…

Fun or what!?